A small walk back!

9/11 rocked the world as Osama n his dudes struck terror in world's most arrogant n vain, yet the most powerful country of them all, AMERICA. and no this blog has got nothing to do with america or osama or anything in anyway related to them.
Its just that the date 9/11 signifies terror in my life too.(i am not from america n neither have i been attacked nor molested by a gang of sex hungry gays).

Having got placed on the 26th of August 2006 i was on a high, i was happy as i had proved something to my family, to my friends, to my ever-curious well-wishers(so called), and some of the over n ever curious crowd staying in my locality.
It was after 19 failed attempts that i got thru this company. I called up all my friends n recieved calls from every nook n corner of the world(it does'nt mean george bush n osama too called me..think rationally mate!!)..that read on similar lines.."hey! heard u got placed..congratsssss..n whens the TREAT?? n when are u joining??"..

Right from number 1 recruitment process to number 20 n to some more i have had in more recent times, my grandma is the one person who has played a major role in getting me physically n mentally ready for these exams, right from waking me up early on these days, making sure that i don't go hungry, to providing those last minutes checks (as she knows the absent minded stupid that i am), to making sure i don't forget anything important. I knew with this one job offer now in hand, i have made her efforts come successful n made her a lot more happier person. Now she could tell in her peer-group that her grandson, is a jobber(jobber???..hope u got wat i intended).

Hardly had my basking in glory days entered the second day, that it came to an abrupt end as an operation was planned to remove a long-standing excess element from my body, n the operation, the little bit of anxiety that comes with it n the pain that follows it prevented me from having hardly any day-dreams of your future life at the work place, of doing great impossible things that would make the CEO of the firm to make me the CEO.( whew!)

Hardly had i recovered from the operation that on the fated day 9/11(2006), that i came to know that i had flunked in a paper. All, aspirations of dreaming after fully recovering from sedative n painful operation after-effects, came down tumbling like Jack, of the jack n jill went up to hill fame.

On being given an idea to the company officials of the mess that i was in, they were understanding enough to extend my joining.N i began to believe bad-times have slowly started to wade away.
Then, today morning comes the news of my exam time-table, with exams starting FEB.
That is going to make me stay put at house for the next two months, with my computer n a high speed internet connection for company of whom i am getting fast fed-up and also now have to face the overly excited crowd, which seems more interested on knowing the day i am supposed to join n dont stop when told that i have a late joining date, they end-up asking various kinds of out-of-the-world questions.
Already fed up of being in the house for the last 6 months and envious of my friends, for the experiences they speak of their new world n for the money they earn themselves. Now, i got to wait for another 5 months atleast before i join(that too if the company is patient enuff :-(..)

This period of adversity bought me some interesting new friends n some interesting new relations that i had certainly missed earlier, also strengthened some of my previous bonds.

Like some dude has said "Its in the period of adversity that one finds his true friends" n
i believe i am finding them!

Hoping for the BEST!!!
Praying for the strength to fight my internal demons!!!


n
for those uninspired among u
RACE MOVIE(recommended)
Brainy Quotes

Time to hit the crib.!
Thats all folks!!

do point out if my writings are causing big big grammatical blunders :-)

QUOTES!!!

Quotes...
is a word that means(atleast for me) sentences that can give u weird ways to soothe urself after a failed or unsuccessful venture.....n for some(not me..not me!) inspire them to reach great heights.

Here are some of them..that actually do make a BIG impression.

• Develop success from failures. Discouragement and failure are two of the surest stepping stones to success. (this one makes sense..)
  


• Success is going from failure to failure without a loss of enthusiam.
  
(Crap! crap! crap!..if that is success..i am success without actually being succesful..)


• In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure.
(i dont fear failure..no wonder!!!..i never succeed!!)


• Try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value.
  
(man of values..huh!! my ass)


• Success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on after others have let go.
  
(another crap! 4years after while most let go engineering..i am still hanging on with it.!)


• If at first you don't succeed, try, try again. Then quit. There's no point in being a damn fool about it. ( now this inspires me!! QUIT!)

there are lots lots available on the net...
The one i visit is
Brainy Quotes


thats all folks